My job consists of many things uncommon to the regular work week. But I take each task up with pure heart and sincerity. I thought some of you might find it...while quite different from your work week...amusing...
A couple of times a week, I cook organic vegetables and hand mill them down into baby food morsels. I then freeze them into cubes. Once they are frozen, I remove them to a ziploc bag, labelled with the contents and the date. This makes life easier for his parents who long just to be with him while they work all day. When they get home...voila!... they can do just that, and have wholesome, hearty meals to feed to him. yesterday i prepared potato and spinach to add to the other veggies already frozen. I believe there are still some carrots with dal, pumpkin with cinnamon, apples and blackberries, green beans, and chard.
And while I cook, Jahan sits in his high chair devouring blueberries. We chat. And chat. And chat. Sometimes though, I can't make heads or tails of just exactly what he is saying! But I respond in kind. Our conversations go something like this:
Jahan: "da-da-da-DAAAAAA"
Me: "da-da-da-DAAAAAAHHHH???"
Jahan grins...and I...laugh.
And we pass a delightful morning together.
And his eyes tell me just how much he loves the blueberries, as they drip down his chin and arms, through his hard working fingers. And I tell him all about the coast of Maine, a place neither he nor I have yet to visit, where the children pick the berries and plunk them into buckets. One in the bucket. One in their mouth.
And soon the time has passed and I am done with my chores and Jahan is sleepy and drunk on berries.
I believe in baths as a healing component to all things. Of course, they cleanse the body; but what they can do for the spirit and the soul. Receptive. Purifying. Soothing. Flowing. And potently equal on a snowy cold day, as a sweltering, humid summer day: a comforting playtime.
Oh, and he sleeps. he gets good rest. And I tend to other aspects of his life. I make sure his closet is tidy, his things are in order. I get rid of hat's too small, pants too short, and make sure his things can be found in an efficient manner. And as I do this, I realize it's for mama as well as Jahan. It saves her from that aching realization that her baby used to fit into this little shirt or that tiny hat. And maybe he grew just a little bit too much while she was at work. I just store them quietly away in the box in the downstairs closet to await its next occupant.
And some things, like the swadding blankets, I recycle into better use. I cut and sew flannel bibs for
blueberries...
...and so on, and so on.
My life breathes apparent simplicity. But it is in these simple moments that I am able to serve. To serve the young child. His parents. And our environment. I live a dream of quiet days and thoughtful moments of loving unconditionally a little baby with a ready smile. And I am so grateful.