Overwhelmed Again.
I cannot keep myself out of this state of overwhelm. Today it's huge. It's so huge I cannot even begin to unravel it. There's so much to be done beyond these road blocks; so many road blocks around which I must maneuver. Health blocks. Money blocks. Relationship blocks. Time blocks. Energy blocks. Decision blocks.
So I'm sitting outside the Citadel of My Life too overwhelmed to even stand up and knock on the gate. These days rank right up there with the most trying of my life. In this moment, I'm miserable. Sorry to be a bummer.
Left foot. Right foot. Left foot. Right foot...
Reading and looking at the pictures in your recent postings, my, what a gorgeous family you have! And that "Anal Services" sign was just hilarious! When life gets unbearable at times, I try to remember that miracles will often happen at the drop of a dime, that completely turn things around. Hang in there!
Posted by: kim | May 10, 2008 at 04:04 PM
Oops, I mean "Anal Sciences." That's even funnier!
Posted by: kim | May 10, 2008 at 04:12 PM
Big hugs to you - try to take each 'thing' one at a time, and tackle it as best you can, be it tangibly or emotionally. This often helps me get through a series of 'roadblocks.' I get into funks now and again that are heavy and man, it's just hard. I wish you lightness very soon...
Posted by: Jo | May 10, 2008 at 08:10 PM
Yes, Marianne - keep moving through it all... the one thing in life you can ALWAYS depend on is that all things Change... this too shall pass... I remind myself of that often. When you do not know what to do, do nothing and wait.
xoxo
Posted by: Eileen | May 12, 2008 at 04:23 PM
Oh Marianne,
I'm sorry, and I'm there too. I understand. I just sent you an email about a visit, so...no pressure. I don't understand why life mushrooms and pushes the spirit to the very edge of what it can do. But I know what you are made of, and you will prevail. One step at a time.
Much love.
Posted by: Lisa | May 17, 2008 at 07:52 AM